Stuck

Having one of those days where you just want to disappear
Experiencing life at a pace beyond all your control
Waking up and wishing you hadn't
Spending hours just staring anywhere but where you need to
Lost in translation.

A life spent dwelling on the past
Wondering where you went wrong
Questioning all the choices you've made
Asking for answers
Never getting a response

Always wondering how to get through the day
A never ending pit of pain in your gut
Regret
Sorrow
Pain

You can't help but wonder where your God is
Right there next to you, But you can't tell
Because it always seems something is going wrong
So you sit in silence, alone
Or so it seems

You have no idea what to do any more
Are you making the right choices?
Have you gone the wrong way?
You can't help but question things
Question everything

Sick all the time
Hurting constantly
No answers
No help
No joy

Without answers comes nothing
Where is my life going?
What road will I be forced to take?
What happened to Your plan?
I'm stuck